January 2012
59 posts
Alchohol in my blood, sarcasm in my head
no drive
I’m tired and I don’t even want to be awake right now
fell in lust with the rush
Never knew I’d grow into this full time user Never figured that I was a winner or a loser Only did the due to have fun and only got with the crew because it seemed natural to have one
fucking dead
FUCK
I can see the lies pouring out of your mouth smh
I’ll smash your face it
I know a lot of people, but not many that I trust
and out of those I trust, not many I would touch
they say I talk in circles, but I write it line by line
and if I don’t really know you I’m gonna lie and say I’m fine
Ayo mom Im grinning…but most the time it’s fake
too much on my head, it makes the thoughts ache
if i said one thing, how were you so fast to snap and talk mad shit….were we actually even friends then?
the first hit…then i knew it was for me, now i sit here and i dont remember why i drink
so proud of myself for overcoming how someone made me feel today. Won and thats it
spark up the caffeine and nicotine binge and that’s pretty much the pattern of how the day begins
how do I have so much self esteem?
my dad sucks wiith that
and
this school has killed my ego and is killing me
